Still no baby : (

I know we're only 37.5 weeks, but I'm getting impatient. My body keeps sending mixed messages about when he will come. I've had a lot of back pain, cramping, painful contractions, nausea, increasingly leaky boobs, missing mucous plug, effacement, dilation, a low baby (who keeps pushing himself lower)... and still nothing. I don't want him to come early if he's not ready, but my body keeps telling me that it's almost time. It's hard when my doctor and my body are telling me one thing but another thing is happening. I'm tired of being pregnant and I just want to hold my baby.